Being me...

Me at home on Sunday...copying movies I think At the office...well I love the new hair do. I know the Colour is a bit much but I love it,I needed a different look and it looks kinda pretty.. Yeah this is what I do before my boss gets to the office, using his Camera! Not cool! Notice the shirt doesn't exactly fit? I HAVE GAINED WEIGHT. not cool. I hate exercising, so I am trying out this diet a friend recommended. The diet consists mainly of fruits and veggies...I am on day three, feeling okay.I hope I will start seeing results soon. I miss being small. My only problem is that I love having a glass of wine on week nights when I get home. I am trying to drink dry white wine now, hopefully it wont negatively affect my diet.. Miss Muro and myself about two weeks ago, you might notice the outfits, I posted a few pics of the event- her birthday. But these were taken by  a far better Camera, don't we look pretty?! I just might be murdered for posting this one, bu...

Yap, today its all about the lows. I am this passionate person. I have an insane personality that goes from high to low in a matter of seconds. So when I find myself with a persistent low that lasts for over three days, it means something is very wrong. And it is perhaps time to take drastic measures to rectify the situation. Am I an unforgiving person? Am I too demanding? Do I put highly unrealistic expectations on people?  I think of myself as fun. Pure fun. I have a temper of sorts yes, maybe somewhat moody on certain dates in a month (covers face!!), but mostly I am a good person. Fun to be around, compassionate, and oh so so giving. (Yes I know a few people who think otherwise!!!) But that does not mean I do not get disappointed by the people in my life. It happens. And when it does, it hurts like hell. Now that's what I hate about me. I feel too much. Both the positive and the negative. The good and the bad. I simply FEEL too damn much!!  If it's work I am...

So, I have this tendency to get overly excited about the smallest of things! And when that happens, my heart would pound and I would not be able to concentrate on anything for a long time!! And that's exactly what's happening to me now. I am suuuuper excited! And here  is why! OMG how pretty is that?? the Grey on the walls and the Colourful Carpet and pillows! Simply amazing! I am going crazy here!! Yes, I have been thinking about redecorating my apartment. I mean why not??!! And the Colors I want to go for are white, pink and grey. I am thinking Grey and white walls, and Maybe a pink sofa? Lol I know how it sounds but think about it it would be so so very pretty! And girly too! And bright and cheerful!                                                Who doesn't want to come home to this? I love how spacious and clean the look is. And its just one Pin...

I went to my friend's place for lunch yesterday and she made this amazing meal for me. I couldn't get enough of it! Very simple, didn't take too long to prepare but tasted heavenly!! So thank you Vee for the amazing meal!! Spaghetti and minced meat by miss VEE! Yours truly about to get happy! Next time I cook, I will post the recipies...I miss cooking. Have not done so for over a week...sigh So keep reading my posts and maybe just maybe, you will be able to make yourself a delicious meal thanks to me!!! Cheers for now

I have not posted in a while. Sigh.. I guess I could pretend I have been busy. But I have not. I have just been lazy! Well anyways,I had somewhat nice Weekend, a friend had a birthday at the beginning of last Week and we weren't able to meet till friday, so there was dinner and wine and lots of Cake. People got tipsy and had too much to eat...such happy times! I love these girls, they make my life that much more meaningful! Priceless smiles!! With such people in one's life, what more does one need! I keep saying how blessed I am with amazing friends, and I wont stop. Because really girls, that was a fun night. The laughter, the silly conversation, its what life's really all about. So thank you and I cant wait for the next meet... She looks genuinely happy doesn't she?! The food was amazing, it was a Brazilian Restaurant called Rodizio, located at Masaki, the meat was fresh and delicious and so was the Salad. I am so going back again soon. The ...

Woke up this morning and I just did not feel like doing anything. At all. Got to the Office and all I could think of was my Couch. And my TV. So I stupidly googled "procrastination" and came across some interesting articles. Surprisingly, I managed to get a few things done! So if you ever get the same problem, try reading these, you just might be inspired and end up with a productive day after all.. http://lifehacker.com/what-to-do-when-you-just-dont-feel-like-working-1531571265 https://hbr.org/2014/02/how-to-make-yourself-work-when-you-just-dont-want-to/ Good luck!!

I came across an interesting uhm...I think they are called Meme's? but I'm just going to say picture, on  https://www.pinterest.com/  and it really got me thinking about this relationship business. The novels we read, the movies we watched, the series we watched as we grew up, I believe created certain beliefs that are such a huge part of us even as we found ourselves suddenly becoming adults. This love that is perfect, that hurts from its intensity, that causes butterflies in the stomach, making us unable to eat, or sleep sometimes! Is it real? Or is it a figment of our imagination? Something we have created and keep expecting to receive...is it real? Does this kind of love last? Is this what is needed to make a good marriage? Is this perhaps the reason many of us have a number of failed relationships? Have we created this feeling that no sane human being can satisfy, hence we end up finding whatever relationship we get into lacking? How is it supposed ...